JUST FREAKING AWESOME...... I GOT FREAKIN TAGGED!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Rules:

1.Each blogger must post these rules first.

2.Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.

3.Blogger s that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things.

4.At the end of your blog,you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.

5.Don't forget to leave them a comment,telling them that they've been tagged and to read your blog.

yea... thanx to Dark Wolf now i had to do this. rawr to you Dark Wolf, FREAKING RAWR!!!!!!

my dreams.... O.o

okay... heres how it goes. i keep having these dreams over and over again and they won't stop. its a never ending dream. ive had this dream since a day in October. so heres how the dreams go:

i walk out of my house and i see that somebody i love sooo much and i try running to him... but no matter how fast i run he just keeps fading away from me. im even screaming his name out loud so loud it hurts my ears. no matter wat i try to do different it does change. i always wake up right after falling off a cliff almost at the water below. and every night... i kinda look forward to seeing him again. even if it means i don't get to actually touch him.

so please give me advice! please!

-xXFღяsakεиXx

thoughts...

okay... have you ever had "thoughts" that you think you shouldn't have..........? well i do. i have thoughts of suiside for pete's sake. i know its bad... but i can't help it. i get soo depressed. and i have horrible mood swings. i have alot of family problems... until it comes to my mom. shes the best person i have. im the only girl of 5 children. the rest are guys. and to make it worse im youngest. i don't want to seem whinny. im just tired of my brothers trying to scare away my boyfriends. their too protective over me. its like haveing 6 dads at once. it's not fun at all.

-bye for now.


xXFღяsakεиXx

Results of the DIRTY MIND CONTEST!!!!

okay... heres how it started:

Geometry:

My friend Dark Wolf started this whole "contest" where whenever we say "DIRTY TOUGHT!" she had to mark a line on a paper. i of course am offically the dirtest mind of our friends... it ended in everybody having this many points(about at least):

Forsaken: 160
Dark Wolf: 140
Trainwreck: 62

Trainwreck was trying to "bribe" us to give him more points. i was laughing. :P now you see how me and my friends hang out at school.

P.S. => im on "the list" so now i can't go to the celebrations for x-mas. im soo sad... lol. SIKE! school celebrations for x-mas suck! i hate school functions! i want to transfer schools, but my parents won't move. i hate it. im ready for Dec. 22. when we only have to go to school till 12:00 and only tht day for that week. and it stupid? lol. i can't wait till im finally goin to be out of school till January 5th! yes!!!!! cowabungia!!! bye for now.

xXFღяsakεиXx

Friday, December 5th, 2008 (at school)

it was funny yesturday... okay... so let me tell you the WHOLE story!

Geometry:
It all started when i was humming a CHRISTMAS SONG (like wtf i dont even like christmas songs) and Dark Wolf goes "IM GOIN TO STAB YOU WITH MY PENCIL IF YOU DON'T SHUT UP" and i couldn't... i was too hyper... it was freaky... but thats what i get.

later at lunch tho.....

we we're being our normal crazy selves.... you should see us at lunch... its quite funny.....

At the stupid dance of the 5 cans thingy.....

me of all people fall! yes i said FALL! it hurt. i fell on WATER of all things! our school is suppost to be "clean" NOT WET! gosh. stupid staff at my school. ok. so i fell... i SWEAR i tried to keep myself up.... just my shoes (having no grip WHAT SO EVER!)+ water+floor= me falling.... go ahead laugh.... it was HUMILIATING! at least most of the guys are UGLY at my school..... and what bothers me the most (considering im a "freak" as im called a school... or "lesbian" when im clearly not a lesbian) nobody tried to help me up except for my friend... shes was laughing... but so was i so it was ok.... but STILL can't anybody be NICE enough to help..... thats why i say ALOT of are GAY!!!!!!! (my way of saying MOST of them are LAME) well peace...

-Forsaken
P.S-> this is random but IM CUDDLY AND HYPER! <(//.-<)

things that irratate me.... yipee

okay first off... the most irriating of all is my older brother... hes soo freaking annoying. hes actually "choked" me twice... but not to where i was about to die.... were good as a family in all..... except for me.... but i hate it when my father takes up for my brother when he knows my brother has done WAY wrong. sometimes i feel.... left out... like a ghost taking up space. its okay tho... at least i get privatcy.....most of the time..... i know i seem whiney and all... but i need to get this off my chest(lol chest...... sorry got distracted) but anyways...... as i was saying... if my parents ever get divorced im goin with my mom FOR SURE! i think my mom is the best for me to go with.... shes a mother... she understands... shes AWESOME for most of the reasons... at least she doesnt hate animals like my father.... and she actually treats me like im a PERSON!!

my dog Apolo (aka Hudini in dog form)

Ok, first... my dog is practically hudini.... but in dog form... so he can basically escape ANYTHING! and well..... my parents ain't too happy about him right now... T.T hes my best non-semi-human friend... so yea. it SUCKS! my moms talking about selling him and my dads talking about dumping him on the side of the road... i guess im goin to have to do like i did to one of my other dogs.... set him free... but i love my dog! he's the best thing i have around here... i know its wierd... but me and my dog have a kind of.... bond i guess you could say... he's basically like the brother i wish i had.... which thats funny cause i have 4 older brothers... yea rockin' ain't it? NOT!

xXForsakenXx

oh yea! PS- before i forget... since im thinking about it..... this is for my friend Dark Wolf... she kinda created it. XD hey Dark Wolf... remember TURDUCKEN!?!?!?!?!? lmao...