thoughts...

okay... have you ever had "thoughts" that you think you shouldn't have..........? well i do. i have thoughts of suiside for pete's sake. i know its bad... but i can't help it. i get soo depressed. and i have horrible mood swings. i have alot of family problems... until it comes to my mom. shes the best person i have. im the only girl of 5 children. the rest are guys. and to make it worse im youngest. i don't want to seem whinny. im just tired of my brothers trying to scare away my boyfriends. their too protective over me. its like haveing 6 dads at once. it's not fun at all.

-bye for now.


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