life sucks!

*sighs* yes, i am back. I've been in and out of a friendship with Dark Wolf. -.-*
i still dont completely trust her. -.-* unfortunately, neither do i trust myself or my boyfriend. Theres too much drama in my life. i tried to killed myself the other week. yup, slit my wrist. i was sick of the drama, sick of the pain, sick of all the hurt in my heart. im getting my hair cut again tomorrow. and my mothers getting some wash out dye. its gonna be black. all i does is dye my hair black and everytime i take a shower it will slowly wash out. ^-^ i cant wait. not to mention im going to see my brother and hopefully my boyfriend can come see me. ^-^ i love him alot. i always wanna be with him. hes so wonderful. after i cheated on him he still took me back. i was surprised, yet happy. :) he means the world to me, and i just needed to open my eyes and see. without him.. idk what i would do. i cant wait till i can hug and kiss him.... hes my world.




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ummm idk! XD

okay, i have OFFICIALLY found the awesomest song EVER! ^-^ it only took me FOREVER! hahahaha!

its called Shake It by Rediscover. I LOOVEEE IITTT! ^-^

Im listening to it right now. it keeps me happy and cheerful... which is AMAZING! lulz. ^-^ oh btw its my top song on my playlist. ^-^

another thing:
today we had the last of the 8th grade finals (EOGs) and for our electives the 8th grade was spilt for people to go outside or inside. my class went outside. so yayyy i actually got to get warm. they ALWAYS keep it freezing when it comes to the EOG days and EOC (for Algebra and Geometry classes). its so annoying. it was funny though, right before we went back to class i hugged my friend Ryan and he NEVER lets ANYBODY hug him. i surprised him today tho. >.< and while we were outside i was huggin my friend Trainwreck from behind and had my head resting on his should and my friend goes "are you two going out" and we were like "NO!" hahahahah that girl is retarded. i guess she hasnt seen Trainwrecks boyfriend. >.<

its official i sleep TOO much! XD

love you peeps! ^-^
-Forsaken

IM NOT DEAD! XD

ok, Dark Wolf thought I had killed myself over this past weekend. XD and she keeps nagging me to post so people dont think I have died. so yea... Dark Wolf heres another post. XD if more people would start following me I would post more. makes sense, huh? XD well until later today (cause I have to get ready for school and fix my hair to the scene way) buh-bye. ^^

<3
-Forsaken