life sucks!

*sighs* yes, i am back. I've been in and out of a friendship with Dark Wolf. -.-*
i still dont completely trust her. -.-* unfortunately, neither do i trust myself or my boyfriend. Theres too much drama in my life. i tried to killed myself the other week. yup, slit my wrist. i was sick of the drama, sick of the pain, sick of all the hurt in my heart. im getting my hair cut again tomorrow. and my mothers getting some wash out dye. its gonna be black. all i does is dye my hair black and everytime i take a shower it will slowly wash out. ^-^ i cant wait. not to mention im going to see my brother and hopefully my boyfriend can come see me. ^-^ i love him alot. i always wanna be with him. hes so wonderful. after i cheated on him he still took me back. i was surprised, yet happy. :) he means the world to me, and i just needed to open my eyes and see. without him.. idk what i would do. i cant wait till i can hug and kiss him.... hes my world.




///// ////// i love you Ryan Griffin. <3
///////////// -[Bloody Nightmares <3]
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